Sunday, July 29, 2012
Since last time
I lost a friend because of my blog. I guess she really wasn't that much of a friend. What do you expect from someone who brings her dog that doesn't like fireworks to a fireworks show. The year is half over, I'm still knee deep in the vile, putrid, slimy, gelatinous filth that is my life. I'm still single, which isn't really a shock since I hate women. I just want someone to call for no reason at all. I want to share all my dreams and desires with some who desires to dream. Some would ask or comment if I were really this weak minded to hate myself, to find myself this undesirable. I'd like to think I'm intelligent, but at the end of the day my issues are tearing me apart. Almost 6 years at a company and they throw me overboard like yesterday's garbage. I don't know what is next for me in life. Start a porn site? Get my drivers license? Take over the world? I really don't know what is next for me. I can only work a job that is part time, with minimal lifting. But I don't have the credentials on paper to say that I can. Maybe this will just give me the time to heal up a bit more so I can start working somewhere at the bottom again.