So I've asked her out twice. She never actually says no, she just doesn't write back. I think she only notices guys who are full of muscles. If I never got hit by that car I'd probably be there by now. I was thinking of starting a new blog about just my daily trials of trying to lose weight. I then thought I might as well just use this one. I slept all day again today. I really need to get my sleep back to normal. That would probably help. Then I could start going for walks and such as little as I can do. No wonder I'm single. Who wants to be with a handicapped dude. There is also a part of my brain that suggests, If she don't like me now, she'll never like, regardless of what I weigh. It's very hard to love myself, when I know no one else wants to love me. I'm not talking about family & friends. I mean I want someone to love me.